I can relate with this so much, dear Trista! My grandmother was the only one who insisted on my going to church and praying every night before going to bed.
I then became disconnected from the Christian Orthodox teaching and whilst in China, I found a new faith in Buddhism and later on in Bali, in Hinduism.
At the moment, I cannot say I religiously follow any of those 3 teachings but I do take whatever resonates with me at any given moment. I believe more in a spirituality that is not constricted by religious dogmas. A spirituality that allows me to connect to my Higher Self and provides me guidance through synchronicities and omens.
Thank you so much for sharing this wonderful poem! Your bright light as well as your trust and faith in the Universe really shine through every word ! Thank you for spreading so much love and positive energy, Trista!